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Life after the sale

Saturday, November 14th, 2009

The wardens comments from the fall 2009 “Chronicles of St. Paul’s Willimantic:” Changes in how we function (other than getting some underused space cleaned out) have been minimal. the big change is that we don’t have to think about property management in general and the roof in particular! Having property issues become someone else’s worry really simplified our lives.

Our “landlord” has been busy with property improvements both inside and out. Painting has improved the look of the staircase and other spaces in the church building, and the second floor of the office building is undergoing a much needed face lift. On the outside, the grass gets mowed and we have new plantings along Walnut Street.

Of course, the roof is on everybody’s mind and here is the latest news: The State money is coming but getting it turns out to be much more complicated than anyone expected. There have been a series of paperwork delays but actual construction is getting closer.

The latest issue is that the Soup Kitchen had gotten bids from a number of local contractors – but then found out that contractors had to be on a State approved list. The bidders weren’t, and so the process is being redone. Unless something else comes up we should see construction before too long. In the meantime they did readjust the tarps that are up there – and recent heavy rains didn’t seem to pour in too badly.

When the office moves we’ll have limited space to store our collection of ancient and modern documents. Lisa Ferriere, Office Administrator, has begun sorting through this material to determine what should saved. Diocesan House is the keeper of such files, and equipped to care for them. After Rev. Jackie views the material we will begin transporting it to Diocesan House for storage in their archives.

Global warming

Tuesday, July 28th, 2009

As far as I can see there is overwhelming evidence that global warming is real, rapid and at the very least partly driven by human activities. Everything from plant hardiness zones moving north, melting sea ice, collapse of ice shelves, extremely rapid melting of glaciers and ice sheets, ecosystems moving towards the poles or to higher altitudes, and so on. In the past the speed of warming seems to have been underestimated – Read the rest of Global warming »

Us vs the environment

Tuesday, July 7th, 2009

We humans and our technology always have been hard on the environment. Back about 13,000 years ago, in America, the Clovis people developed a way of making very effective spears for hunting mammoths. In a span of at most 450 years these huge mammoths became extinct.  Whether Clovis hunting was the prime cause can be debated – but it certainly made at least a contribution to the demise of the mammoth – and a number of other species Read the rest of Us vs the environment »

The world in transformation I

Monday, May 18th, 2009

What we do today – as an individual, as the church, as our society, as our species – will have an effect on tomorrows world.  We leave our footprints; some will fade with time, others won’t.  It can take hundreds of years to replenish an over pumped ancient aquifer, thousands to restore a heavily damaged ecosystem – if it can be restored at all.  The crude oil converted to the gasoline that we’ll convert to carbon dioxide and water vapor is gone forever.  Every species that becomes extinct will diminish creation forever.  Therefore, though it’s difficult, we are obligated to think about the future and how our present lives will influence it.

Of course in the vast majority of cases our footprints will merge with millions of others and whatever we can do will have a negligible influence on the larger future.  However, there are those rare and unpredictable cases where some tiny step leads to another and another and in the end a major change occurs.  Chaos theory (also see) provides some very necessary insights into any consideration of the future.

God works through chaos.  Most real world dynamic systems (weather, the stock market, where we live, how a tree branches, the shape of a coastline, etc, etc) are chaotic.  Chaotic systems, though they may look random, are not.  They are fully determined, but their path is extremely dependent on initial conditions.  As a result of this dependence, our ability to predict the details of the future is very limited – no matter how powerful our computers get!  It’s the very often  misinterpreted butterfly effect: “Does the Flap of a Butterfly’s Wings in Brazil Set Off a Tornado in Texas?”  Basically, very small actions can trigger changes that over time result result in major – but totally unpredictable -  changes and a dramatically different outcome.  Do you set off the tornado or stop it?

Though the future is not predictable, sometimes, for long time periods, it can be reasonably safe to assume that the future will be defined by an extension of the present or the recent past.  Obviously, this is not always the case.  Civilizations eventually collapse and sometimes populations crash.  However, there are lots of known forces at work, and though they can’t tell us the future, they can tell us a lot about limitations and possible directions.

I can envision little pieces of a future that is just and sustainable – and a lot different from today’s world.  I’ve also experienced little bits of that possible future.  The visions I’ve had or seen are not and cannot be universal – they are limited to particular regions, situations, and population density.  However, the biggest stumbling block I see is not where we’re going but how can we get there in the least painful and most loving and just way!

St. Paul’s in transformation

Thursday, May 14th, 2009

St. Paul’s transformation story really starts with the arrival of Rev. Pat Gallagher as half time vicar back in th fall of 2004. From what I’ve heard, the time before her start was characterized by divisions and disagreements – as well as a a rather rapid burn through of the endowment. That period ended with a significantly smaller congregation, but one that was deeply committed to St. Paul’s and its basic values.

I think of the first stage in this process of transformation then as the period defined by Rev. Pat’s leadership. Those roughly four years saw healing and renewal, together with a strengthened commitment to ministry. [Disclosure: Near the beginning of her stay I came to a service - a renegade Lutheran with a dim view of the mainstream church - and absolutely no interest in becoming involved in a church. Looked around and there were the "nice" middle class ladies that you would expect. But there also were people closer to the edge, people who would be marginalized in most churches. Here they were a real and accepted part of the congregation. I kept coming back.]

This first stage ended with Rev. Pat’s retirement (her last service was on September 7, 2008), the sale of the church property to the Covenant Soup Kitchen, a partial resolution of our financial problems, and the strength to continue. The news from this period has been reposted here so the process of transformation for St. Paul’s – with all its twists and turns – will be covered from its beginning.

The second stage has just begun. Last November saw the arrival of Jackie Sheldon as Eucharistic Minister – but her exact ongoing role has not yet been defined. Major questions remain: how do we develop ways to overcome the financial limitations on our ministries; exactly how are those ministries going to evolve. I believe that there will be positive answers to our questions; these answers – whether positive or negative – will be the subject of this blog.

The world in transformation II

Thursday, May 14th, 2009

The world is at a unique point in history. For the first time a single species – us – dominates the entire earth and has developed the power to make drastic changes in the environment. This dominance has been achieved in an extraordinarily short time frame when considered in evolutionary or geologic time scales. Furthermore, the forces of globalization have ensured that no place is isolated from what happens in the rest of the world – there’s no place to hide. At the same time, a number of interrelated problems have reached a critical stage.

Some problems that come to mind:

  • Hunger – by UN estimates one billion undernourished people before the year is out
  • Energy limitations (peak oil, natural gas not too far behind) -
  • Rapid climate change
  • All kinds of water related issues
  • Major irreversible degradation of the environment
  • It takes a lot of time and money to build large energy, infrastructure, etc, projects
  • Without force it takes a lot of time to change people’s habits
  • Conflict with deep rooted causes
  • A fundamentally unsustainable greed based global economic system

The first thing to keep in mind is a fact usually ignored: everything is related. There are no independent variables in the real world – you can’t separate consideration of oil from energy, from transportation, from food, from climate, from environmental degradation, from geopolitics, etc, etc, etc. – they’re all related, they all affect each other. Similarly, all life is related, and no living thing can exist except through a huge number of cooperative relationships with other lifeforms.

Looking at the problem list makes it hard to avoid the conclusion that there are just too many people on earth. Certainly that problem list gets much easier to deal with if there were a lot less of us around. However, it really looks to be much worse than just a few too many people, it looks like population overshoot.  Overshoot happens when a population grows larger than the long term carrying capacity of its environment. In our case this was enabled by using up stores of oil, natural gas, water in ancient aquifers, deep, fertile old soils, etc, etc.

Populations that go into overshoot eventually crash – a very painful process. Their attempts to survive cause them to do maximum damage to their environment thereby lowering its carrying capacity well below what it originally was. As a result, they usually end up at population levels very much lower than they were at their peak.

The earth now is supporting almost 7 billion people – but how many of us can it support in the long run? Lots of estimates out there – an interesting one, the Earth Manifesto, makes a good case for one billion or less. But how would we get there?  To be continued….

Torture

Wednesday, April 29th, 2009

After reading some of the recent commentary on torture it hit me that there really are two quite different objectives for those using this technique.  The first – and the only one that anyone ever will admit to – is to obtain important and accurate information;  the second is to break someone so that they’ll confess to something, implicate someone, or just get them to tell you what you want to hear.  Note that in this second case truth is completely irrelevant.  Read the rest of Torture »

April 2009

Tuesday, April 21st, 2009

From  an article I wrote for the Spring 2009 edition of  “Good News” (Sell the building; keep the church: St. Paul’s, Willimantic):  In November Rev. Jackie Sheldon started serving the parish as a very part-time “Eucharistic Minister.” The reduction in salary costs, combined with reduced costs and increased income from the property sale, gave the parish some financial breathing room. For the first time in many years a balanced budget could be presented. The congregation expressed its enthusiasm and support: in difficult times 2008 pledge income was higher than pledges; 2009 pledges are higher than 2008 pledges!

The parish loves  Jackie Sheldon’s presence and ministry, and badly wants her as a half time vicar. Hard study now is underway to find the financial means to make this happen.  Stay tuned….

When property hinders church’s mission

Tuesday, April 21st, 2009

Commentary by Al Eggen, as published in the Willimantic Chronicle, January 20, 2009: As reported in the Jan. 6 Chronicle, St. Paul’s Church (Willimantic) sold its property to the Covenant Soup Kitchen under terms that the soup kitchen could afford. That shift of ownership really makes a lot of sense. The soup kitchen has a particular mission that requires physical space. When your mission is to feed people – and provide all kinds of other support – you need a kitchen, stove, refrigerator, food storage, enough room to seat the guests, some meeting space, some office space and so on. People get hungry every day – more than once – so your space gets used every day of the week.

On the other hand, St. Paul’s mission primarily is spiritual. A beautiful church may enhance the worship experience but certainly is not a requirement. The gospels make it clear that it is the gathering of the faithful itself that matters – not the place where they gather. It is much too easy to fall into the trap of defining the church in terms of its building, and in spending much too much of its resources on that building.

In this case we have an ideal situation. The sale will relieve financial pressures on St. Paul’s. St Paul’s will continue to use the church for Sunday worship services (and also have some modest office space). It will continue to support the soup kitchen and its other ministries, such as an orphanage-to-be in Liberia. It will continue to be open to whatever opportunities for ministry arise. St. Paul’s new Eucharistic Minister, the Rev. Jackie Sheldon, will continue to brings her unique gifts to St. Paul’s, gifts that make each week’s service special.

As always, after the service, ministry will continue in the community room with food, friendship and welcome to all – not just the congregants.

On the first Sunday of the month a full breakfast will be served. On the other Sundays, there will be coffee, tea and whatever goodies arrive. (Since the goody supply is a totally uncoordinated bounty it can vary from not much to a whole lot. Like stone soup – sometimes it’s a little heavy on stones and sometimes it’s really good).

Typically, perhaps half the the people stopping in at the community room will not have attended the formal service. People waiting for the Soup Kitchen Sunday bag lunch distribution, or anyone else in the neighborhood, is invited to take advantage of the opportunity to come in out of the cold, sit down, relax, have some hot coffee and something to eat, someone to talk to. No hard questions, no segregation, no one passing the hat or preaching at you.

This new chapter in St. Paul’s parish life – with its unique opportunity to focus on mission and ministry – will enhance the parish’s ability to continue serving the Willimantic community. Other churches, especially those in urban locations facing difficult times, might do well to consider what opportunities freedom from the burden of property ownership might provide.